Losing it

I've always been one to eat whatever they want and gain a bunch of weight.   I used to go to some really good cardio classes at a gym to offset my eating... and it worked.  Then, I got married and moved... and moved.. and moved. and moved and moved again, finally settling into H2oVille.  For three years I didn't workout, I bought a treadmill, and sporadically used it...  Then I had LB and packed on the poundage.  I was able to lose all of that except this pesky 10 pounds.  I've joined this laughable gym... it's weight room is smaller than my living/dining room! The workout class room is 1/2 the size ... and people are always walking through it to get to the weight room.. ..But they have classes, and that's the type of motivation that I need...   However, Ask me how much weight I lost...  I dare you.    NONE!  
I can only figure that it MUST be my 'eat whatever I want to diet'.  .   .   .and to that I say:  BOO.
I know I need to make healthier choices.. for example: Today, when I went in for the 3rd piece of chocolate, I should have, instead, grabbed some carrots.  The only issue I have with that is... well.  CARROTS DO NOT TASTE LIKE CHOCOLATE!

Mojo!!! Stay away from my sweets!

I've decided that I will rid the house of sugar. Jackie Warner style.  Did you guys watch her most recent Bravo show? The one where she goes into their houses to make sure they've rid the house of all sugar?  I'm going to be like the woman who baked a bunch of cookies and things... and to dispose of them? I shall eat it all! muah ha ha ha!  Oh my! That must've been my evil sweet tooth taking over!
In all seriousness, if I did, indeed, get rid of all the sugar in my house, I should donate it  it wouldn't last.  I would be out buying more goodies by weeks end. That wouldn't work for me... nor would it work for Jerk Faces wallet....
ugh. I'm not a dieter. I don't know how..or have the willpower. I think they are stupid because things I cannot understand or do are stupid. and I just don't want to. I will just have to bring in more fruits and veggies into the house... and less chocolate.  *frownie face*
Wish me luck, today is grocery day...